Being a human #129
There is a difference between Joy and Happiness. Joy is sudden and busts from the human. Joy manifests in sounds, motion, exclamations and sometimes tears. Happiness is a long term settled in type of existence. You can have a bad day or experience sadness for a bit and still be happy. Sadness and joy do not happen at the same moment.
You deserve to have joy in your life. You also deserve to be happy.